no one said this is fun...
I want to clarify this comment for @
shrinkette .
No one even said it was kind of OK. They all said it was difficult but worth it.
And I know from some communication with you myself that you are already aware of that.
What it seems like you're asking is a fairly common question here on the boards:
"Am I normal or should I be worried?".
Since I don't have any expertise, only my own experience, I can only comment on SOME of your events (and I previously had in this thread) and even then only as an observer of the items I've read here and my own experience.
It seems a resounding: "Yes.". You ARE normal.
You may be someone who is having some difficulties that others don't, but your difficulties are not beyond the pale as they say. You may be needing attention that some others don't need. But it seems like, from the queries you've mad here and with your own doctors and PT's that you are on the path to recovery even if it seems like you're not at the moment. For this reason, you needn't "worry".
This is not to say that you shouldn't ask QUESTIONS of your doctors, your PT, your friends and co-hippies here on Bonesmart. Find out (like you are) if what you're feeling is OK.
I also like the previous recommendation in this thread to ask questions about your meds and your pain management.
Good luck to you. Thank you for keeping us all posted here because we worry.
~DrToonz