I did have a previous history of depression, although mild one - but i would never ever want it to come back! Exclusively NOT post op when one is so helpless... I was just probably lucky one to end only with some low moods, frustration and "delusions of uselesness" - simply something you can beat if you have hobby. Started my first 3D baubles project and it literally saved me from depression! i find it very compelling and the same time it calms me down, i'm focused on creativity and usually it ends how i want it to be (or better). Very satisfying, quite easy and also brings me some profit.