Trip fell through :(, I had a surgeons appointment i just couldn't change. Oh well, I'll go another time when I'm feeling a bit more up to it. The upside is my daughter will be home from her trip to Cambodia the day before he leaves, and we will have a week to ourselves which will be nice.
I think I might be entering the 6-8 week blues cycle. I'm feeling like this is never going to end, although I 'think' I'm doing pretty well. (hmmm makes sense to me anyway

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I'm walking inside on my own with no aids quite ok, very slowly, but a normal walking action. Flexion and extension is ok, no idea what numbers they are but imagining I'm about a 0 and 115. I'm still spending so much time doing nothing, and maybe that is what is getting to me. I'm working again as I can do that on my computer at home still on the couch elevated - but I think being in the same position with no activity is starting to do my head in!!! I've always been a VERY active person and I put my head in a good place I thought before going into this op, but am starting to struggle with it now. I miss outside, I miss smelling my horses and touching them. Luckily my dogs come inside to spend time with me - but I miss walking with them. They are very big (3 Great Danes ) so I have to be really careful even wandering around outside with them. They get so excited that I'm outside, but I can't handle them even leaning on me.
Sleep is still a struggle. I've always been an insomniac and had sleeping tablets, so I did know this would be a challenge. I go to sleep easy enough but wake each night for 2-3 hours. I'm waking with an ache in my knees which is annoying - because night pain was one of the main reasons I had this done!!! Please someone tell me this goes away. We are in the middle of winter here, so I'm not sure if that makes a difference with a prosthetic knee?
During the day the pain is quite good, and represents itself as mainly stiffness but with twinges and sharp pain with some movement. The sharp pains simply feel like I'm walking on a twisted ankle.
OK vent over, big girl pants back on!!!

thanks for listening
