I've been away from this site for almost a month. I was always comparing myself to everyone else and it wasn't good for me. But, now it's time for an update.
In 2 weeks I will be 6 months post op. A month ago, I started water aerobics. I would be sore afterwards, but the pool always felt so good. After a few days of water therapy, I suddenly woke up with no pain. My thigh pain was gone. Just like that. It was magical. I keep waiting for it to come back, but I think it's gone. I don't know if it was the water or if I just needed more recovery time, but I am so much better!
My mood has greatly improved. I am back at the gym regularly. I am doing yoga. I am lifting weights. And I am happy again. I did go see my GP a month ago and told him about the pain, depression and anxiety I was experiencing. He prescribed pain meds, Zoloft and Ativan. I took the Zoloft for 4 days and stopped. I just didn't like it. I took the Ativan twice when I was feeling anxious and it calmed me. The pain meds helped my pain. And now I don't need them anymore. I felt bad having to take them after 5 months, like I shouldn't need them, because so many people on here quit them after such a short time. But, I guess I still needed them.
I am not 100% but I am optimistic now. I feel I am making progress finally.
I still have a clunking in the hip every now and then but that is getting better, too.
I didn't expect my recovery to take this long. I just wasn't prepared. I want to encourage anyone who is still in pain and doesn't think it will ever end. That's what I thought. But I was wrong.
Thanks to everyone who commented here in the last month!