Hi Layla, saw this on GoneAgain's thread.
I was wheeled in by two nurses and saw two anesthesiologists, that's it......OUT COLD. Has anyone one else ever contemplated any of this or am I just waaay too analytical? Possibly it's a control issue? I had to relinquish control?
I had a few moments where I felt the same way. Think it's more being self protective rather than controlling and also one of curiosity. It's def a leap of faith where you hand yourself over to people you've never met before and it's a mystery (to us) of what goes on when we're under anesthesia.
I asked to stay awake for as long as possible during OR prep and watched the male techs, female nurses and anesthesiologist doing their busy work. Didn't see the sales rep and didn't know he'd be in the OR too. About six people were there. Only saw OS a few minutes before surgery. No one took notice of me lying there on the gurney. I had a huge curiosity and wanted to see it all but OS doesn't allow patients to remain awake.
After the spinal, legs went numb and I was transferred to the scary hana table by two techs. I saw two nurses re-position me and strap/force my very stiff and arthritic legs into the boots (poor legs, no ROM whatsoever!). Arms were stretched out and strapped onto the table, was in the awkward atlas man supine position. Nurses cleaned and draped the skin and hip area, inserted the catheter (not so bad) and then w/o warning it was lights out.
Noticed I was wearing a different gown when I awakened in recovery and had bruises on my elbows.. did I try to get up? Perhaps it's just me but I felt shy over this part, being cleaned and undressed while strapped to a table in a room full of upright and clothed people

. Here I just had major surgery yet was worried about my modesty! They stick electrode patches on your chest area to monitor your heart, sure hope I was covered up and while it's probably just anther body to them, it's different when it's you
It was def worth it of course, this is just one of the left over remnants from having a first ever major surgery. I couldn't find any OR details online, seems it's info kept among medical people.
Today, I couldn't care less, hip pain is gone and the medical people will likely experience being a patient too at some point in their lives. It's a right of passage
