@allena,
I want you to be the first to know my friend of my OS visit today. I will check in again later on you.
I have just returned from seeing my OS, i took my husband as often Agnes will make me doubt what i have been told, especially if what i am told is positive. Even as i am writing this post Agnes is sitting on my shoulder saying things such as, don't tempt fate by bragging (but i am honestly telling the truth) and all this is to good to be true. After i have finished this post i am going to do an EFT (Emotional freedom Technique) session to try and get Agnes to go on vacation as the lovely Mojo said. I am very confident that i can control Agnes if i follow all the advice i give you.
So today i am 2 weeks post op and the following is what he told me:
He passed me for driving he said take it slow at first but i was safe to drive.
He took my stick off me and said i don't need it. He made me walk the corridor with no stick, i was so frightened. But i did it with no stick i couldn't believe it!!! I will be honest i still feel more confident with my stick and not ready to drive but at least i can if i want to.
He said the wound had healed well. He also is aware of my anxiety issues but he said i needed to be bolder and trust myself more.
After i came out i drove my poor husband mad by getting him to repeat what the OS said but he really did say the above. My OS also repeated to me that because of my age and very good level of fitness pre-op that i was doing exactly as he expected. Now of course there are so many variables to why surgery and recovery works out. I will be totally honest with you i think that it is because my OS is so good and experienced that is helping matters here.
I am fully aware that this is not a competition to who recovers first but i am being 100% honest with you how it is going for me. The reason i am doing that is to highlight that there is no reason why your recovery will not go very well. You are young and fit and the odds are so much on your side. You have a massive advantage over many people in that you do things like meditation. You can also can control over your pain levels by the power of your mind. This is very advanced level stuff.
You said you like Youtube, if you Google David Hamilton and the power of positive thinking lots of his tutorials should come up. He is a Scottish PhD who worked for Big Pharma but decided to change his career as he realised that the brain was so powerful we can improve our health by thoughts alone. You are proof of that by bringing your pain levels down! He has a lovely accent too.
One day nearer. x