Marian, you are covered in prayer. You know what the recovery will be like, have things ready, and the love of your family and all of us. You WILL make it through surgery, you WILL wake up with a new knee by a great new surgeon, and you WILL recover. You know what it takes. God did not lead you this far to abandon you now. I have faith in your new surgeon and in you. God bless you always. Now, spend the weekend doing some cleaning, cook you some meals, and get your nest set up. Have you gotten someone to help you stock up on groceries this time?