Sandy,
I have missed you! I understand your point of view about the people who seem to just get better and move along nicely! I however, look at it this way; I am happy and proud of them, because they chose to "roll the dice" so to speak, and they healed faster! I know you have gone through so much my friend as have I, but I have become a stronger person through this ordeal. (I think the only time I got upset was when someone said they never had any pain and were out skiing a week later!). Oh wait, that's what I was hoping for so never mind!
You my friend were active before surgery, so I cannot imagine the pain you have suffered. I was walking with braces and a walker, "wondering is this as good as it gets?" I had stopped all physical activity, because the pain was too much, and quite frankly "I no longer cared anymore."
God has blessed me with so many wonderful friends here and out in the world again that I can't imagine ever wanting to sit on the sidelines anymore!

By the way, just between the two of us,

, I see a therapist every 2 weeks! She has helped me work through the sexual molestation I blamed myself for at the age of 16, and she convinced me to go for my masters among other things! Sometimes people come to realize they can't deal with all the stuff on their own, and they seek help! Tausha is great!
Please stick around and help me with this "unruly bunch of zany people!" I can't be the only one enduring all the laughter!

I need a buddy to help share in the laughter!
Your Friend "The Shy One"
