Gknee
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Had my appointment with my infectious diease specialist and he also thinks that it is still infected. 9 months of antibiotic treatments, 22 days in the hospital, 4 surgeries and I'm still infected. ARGH! He of course needs a culture to be sure but I'm still very hot to touch. They were seeing something in the bloodwork (I don't remember what) strange bulges of swollen areas (not fluid) and more painful than 4 months out should be. He took me off my IV and switched it to oral antibiotics. My PICC line was getting old. He said we can put in a new one if the orals aren't working.
The thing that worried me was 4 times he said that at sometime we might have to just "stop treatment." I went kinda numb at this point. I wanted to ask what we do then. But. I just didn't want to hear it. Now I'm sorry I didn't ask. What - amputation? So now by not asking I'm freaking out. This just needs to go away. I'm praying that my infection is cured by the oral antibiotics. Please talk me down from the ledge......
The thing that worried me was 4 times he said that at sometime we might have to just "stop treatment." I went kinda numb at this point. I wanted to ask what we do then. But. I just didn't want to hear it. Now I'm sorry I didn't ask. What - amputation? So now by not asking I'm freaking out. This just needs to go away. I'm praying that my infection is cured by the oral antibiotics. Please talk me down from the ledge......


