Thank you all so much for the support. I'm a single mom and my boys who are adults and still living at home are so over all of this. It's no longer poor mom but just another day. I also have Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and Fibromyalgia so I am use to feeling like mess all day every day. With this knee added I feel like a big heaping dose of mess. LOL.
Many days I don't know how I do it either. Now after adding the IV again I get up at 3:30 am to do my IV, get to work around 6-7 am. Work all day teaching second grade. Phew! Come home by 3:00 do another IV dose, make dinner and go to bed again. Really that is it. It is all I can do. To be honest I don't do any of it well. I'm so tired and exhausted I know I really am not doing my students justice. My boys just except that I'm not the same anymore. My Fibromyalgia is flaring big time. Not only does my knee hurt after being on it all day but every muscle is killing me. The widespread pain from the FM is raging. I am so over sensitive to everything, The bed sheets that I am lying on feel like sandpaper. Lights and sounds are overstimulates me. A few weeks ago during spring break my CFS was raging just sitting up was difficult to do. I spent the entire week basically in bed. I am all out of sick days. To be honest I don't know what it feels like to be pain free and feeling good.
Wow, I just read this back and boy am I venting.....Sorry gang just having a bad day. Thanks for listening.....