Hello Everyone,
I am very positive about having my revision as I really cannot cope with the pain, reduced mobility, missing out on doing things with my kids, not being able to work, worrying about my whole career as a nurse, being almost housebound most of the week, relying on everyone to do things for me, not sleeping and being totally exhausted all of the time, taking OxyContin morning and night (and other stuff in between) and the associated constipation and everything else that goes with a painful knee.
Everyone is different it's a fact! I have tried to post my reason why I am having my revision, and yes I do not have full answers as to what is wrong, my current OS who I fully trust and respect has been totally honest with me which I really respect as it would be so easy for him to fob me off. Whilst I have no one definite reason why my TKR is failed, there are as I have explained a selection of small things which are not perfect on my TKR which in someone who has no symptoms would not be of concern, however I do have major symptoms so they are of concern. I have since October last year had a selection of diagnostic tests, very specific physiotherapy, and yes there is no one thing that says you have x problem so we are doing this. So I have with discussion with my OS opted for a revision. Am I wrong in doing this NO!
In a previous post I made a comparison as to not knowing the cause of other illnesses for example diabetes I bet there isn't a type 1 diabetic out there who said I'm not having any treatment until I KNOW the definite cause.
Whilst my journey is not as extensive as others I have been through a lot and yes trying to put in to the past and not dwell on the fact that I may have not needed a TKR in the first place and if I have had other treatment I wouldn't have missed two years being active with my kids, I wouldn't have had to give up the running that I love, I wouldn't be in so much pain not, I wouldn't be worried that I may lose not just my job but my career all of this has been very difficult BUT I have to look forward, I have to have a positive attitude that this will work.
So am I questioning if I should have a revision despite not having a specific definite reason as to why my original one failed? Definitely not! An I questioning if my OS is wrong in suggesting a revision? Definitely Not. Am I questioning that my OS had not done everything he should before coming to this decision? Definitely not. Everyone IS different and just because I don't have a specific definite reason I am NOT wrong in my decision.
Thank you very much to everyone who has given me fantastic support.
Shortie x