I believe they had me doing the leg hanging over the table/bed to stretch my quad along with heat on it. I am all sorts of jammed up in this leg.. However, now that I am logged in via the laptop I can browse around more and I have looked at your exercises/stretches and will be doing them. Actually, when I was at my parents, I noticed your skateboard picture and told my mom about it. She thought it was a brilliant idea and I had my dad go out to the shed and get my daughters old sponge bob skateboard lol. I sat on the deck on the swing they have and put the board under me and used that.
Stressing out is an understatement! When I called Ortho yesterday and still never got to talk to an actual doctor, nurse or PA, the receptionist kept telling me everything was normal. When I told her about PT and how I think it makes it worse because they are pushing it so hard, she replied with "well, the point is for them to push it to bend" Anyway, I haven't been since Friday and although my knee is still fired up and swells when I get up and move, it does feel like it's loosening up a tad.
My mom took my daughter last weekend when my dad was at the lake and they will take her occasionally but we lived with them for a month after surgery and everyone needed a break. So I came back to my place with my daughter and thank god she can do some things even only at 7. She will heat my rice bag up for my shoulder and quad and help me with some exercises. Now if I could get her to cook lol. I am thinking about joining the gym next to me that has a pool/sauna/hot tub. It's 10.00 a day or 48 a month and that includes the entire gym/pool membership. I'd give anything to get in the heated pool right now and just stretch, walk back and forth and feel weightless for a while.
I try to get everything I need done early and in one shot so I don't have to go out through the day. At least she is out of school now so there is less running to do. I have to do laundry today because I am out of everything. I am frustrated because I had surgery two years ago to remove 9 bone spurs, arthritis and they found the two tears. My knee never fully recovered, my ROM never came back completely and my muscles never fired right, so I am already behind the ball here. During that time I got the rest of my weight off and I can't imagine carrying around an extra 150lbs. I have since gained 10 back and can feel the inches coming back slowly and feel horrible. Everyone tells me to cut myself some slack and that I just had major surgery and I get that I really do but I refuse to gain anymore weight. I am not going to be stupid and workout and all that but I do need to make better choices with my food and possibly incorporate some ab work that I can do while on the bed and also some upper body work.. at least to save my sanity. I am a tanner and I haven't in over a month and I can feel it because it makes me feel better, crazy I know. If I could get someone to just come over and help me once in a while to do some housework etc, maybe I could settle down. Trying to get my older daughter to help me but she is so busy for me lately.
I know I typed a lot of info that most probably don't care to read, but it's who I am and what I am about right now. I am hoping to start a blog to recap what I have been through, what worked and what didn't work to maybe help someone else someday. I am sure my facebook friends are tired of hearing about it as I post everyday status updates and sometimes through the day. I have a few that follow me and check on me there and actually enjoy reading about my journey with this surgery. I thank you all for taking the time to read my posts and reply. I really do take your information all in. It's funny, well not really, but I talk about this all the time at PT and my mom and most of them look at me like I am nuts. Almost like , ya ok Bridget, you will listen to people off the internet, but you won't listen to the surgeon or the PT. Well quite honestly, this place has given me more information than anyone could ever give and although I couldn't always respond due to being on my phone, I always checked in and read updates. I am going to see what happens today at PT and this will prove one way or another what is working and not. I will also go to my appt tomorrow and talk to the PA. I am slightly annoyed that I haven't seen or talked to my surgeon since being rolled into the OR. I want some answers, I don't want to be screamed at because my knee won't bend or straighten to their liking. I want someone to listen to me because nobody has there thus far. Between my pain control issue and everyday concerns, they have just blown me to the wayside. Now I have a missing filling and need a dentist and can't get in till July 2. Trying to get an antibiotic out of someone is like a chore and a half. Anyway, thank you all for reading, if you even made it to the end of this post. I appreciate it so much and look forward to reading and learning more everyday. you are all a blessing!!!!!!