Feeling really flat today!!....
So today OS is happy with my wound, doesn't feel like there is anything sinister going on. He has taken me off the antibiotics as he said if there is an infection oral tablets won't do anything.
I've gone backwards the last few days though, as PT only wanted quad strengthening and no bending exercises till I got all clear from OS. ROM I know isn't 85 where it was when I came out of hospital.
And then last night I had spurt of energy and felt I needed to contribute around the house, not that hubby has insinuated this at all - more the opposite..... but I changed the bed linen on our kingside bed, he was washing the cars so didn't see me doing it. So I joined the ODIC club again. Within 30mins of changing the bed, leg was swollen, felt like a sausage. So I've been elevating, icing and resting.
Is there such a thing as too much resting????
And should you go to sleep with legs elevated?
Well today I woke up and I just knew it was going to be a bad day, migraine, body just sore, and feeling the bruising more today on my calf and knee ....swollen.
And tears! Geez I'm crying again. I was trying to get up from the couch, I do this many times a day and my leg just wouldn't move!! I was getting so frustrated and just burst. It was so silly and I know it's only 2 weeks today but this recovery thing is hard. Still having to take all my meds, I feel like Im building a tolerance to them though and they aren't as effective or maybe they haven't been effective?!
Sorry for venting... just having a blah day, I'm hoping I wake better.
However then I'm worried I haven't got really any accomplishments to show PT.
Boy! I'm down on myself today. Hubby has been trying his best to make me feel better and trying to get me to focus on the future, but I'm just a misery guts.
I know my realistic, logical side of my brain knows this is temporary but today I can't see that light in the tunnel...
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