Thank you for your sympathy (and rants) quite rightly! It was so overwhelming and kind the support I've received and I can't thank you enough xox big hugs! I'm ok but it's not helped my mental state much I'm afraid. I'm sure after a good sleep I will be ok again xxxx
I've decided to focus on getting my right TKR sorted out first, start the ball rolling with my left knee, with the apologetic surgeon, only if he manages to sort out my TKR to satisfaction. I need to get back to work, start driving, get my life back on track. Then start seeing about getting the left knee sorted.
I'm really sorry I'm not myself tonight, I'm very, deeply upset. I was that bad tonight, I begged my husband to drop me at mom and dad's for a couple of hours, which he did. It kind of helped but I'm still very down. I need to sleep this off now. I've been up since 6.30 am and I think I'm overwrought/tired.
Please bear with me tonight, I'm not usually like this, that's how I know I'm overtired. Once again, thank you all for your wonderful kindness and support xxxxx
Goodnight my friends
Love Ann (Nana moon 27) xxxx