Okay all I'm back from the GP. Another month off work. I explained I needed to come off the morphine ASAP., so I could drive and get back to work in some capacity by next month. He said categorically NO! It was against his medical judgement and opinion and if my workplace have an issue with it then to refer them straight to him! Omg! He'd got the report off the surgeon on his computer. He said I cannot go back until this knee is sorted properly, he was very concerned about the kneecap business. He said that he does not want me to aggravate it more than necessary and that I will return to work when he thinks I'm well enough.
I got upset and mentioned that things will be tough financially as my money cuts to half this month I only work a 75% post. He asked me a whole load of stuff and said "you must not compromise your health because of money. You are normally a fit and healthy woman and you have a lot of years ahead of you. You do not want to go into your retirement with health issues that are avoidable by doing the right thing now". He wants me to wait for another reason too, that is to have the scans done on my heart and lungs as he's concerned about those issues. I know that flipping Freddy is going to be in agreement with him tomorrow. I need to get back to normality. It is not suiting me being at home all the time.
I know that deep in my heart he is right. I have to now try and accept this is it for a while longer. I will continue to attempt reduction of the morphine as I go along. At least I've cut down to 50/60mg from 90mg. It's just a time thing with the pain.
My swelling on the knee has gone right down, the pain is less today than it's been so that tells me the cortisone is working perhaps.
Catch you later
Love Nana moon 27 xxx