After all that anxiety, praying someone would cancel, I went out. Oh how I enjoyed it. It was like I'd never been away except I was a lot quieter than normal. I was hanging on every word that was being said. Soaking up conversation that I'd not heard for such a long time. It was funny really, inevitably they started to talk about the students and although I don't know the new intake, the issues were the same as last year x
Had a brilliant night. I'm so glad I went. I'm so pleased and grateful to the people on here who encouraged me to just go for it.
My granddaughter worked a miracle on my face tonight. She had three bottles of foundation, one my skin tone, one light, one dark, bronzer, pink blusher and a peachy blusher. Anyway she wouldn't let me look in a mirror but when I realised she'd used some out of each bottle, I gently said to her "you can't use all that on my face it will make my wrinkles look worse. She looked and said "nana trust me!" So I sat back. I let her continue. After no more than five or ten minutes she said "ok you can look now!" I'm not kidding you she knocked ten years off me. I felt better about how I looked. My confidence started to improve x
I said she should put that on YouTube...makeup tips for over 50's. I asked how she'd managed to get my skin to look like it did. It looked radiant. She started going on about contours, light, shade and then laughed. She realised I hadn't a clue what she was on about. She said she's going to show me how to do it. So if I find out/understand, I'll post on here.
She asked what I was wearing I said probably jeans. She asked if she could choose. I agreed. I was so grateful she was here before I went out. She jollied me up, took selfies of us and then insisted on me pulling my tongue out and having a pic taken like that. Well I laughed and laughed for the first time properly in this house for a long time.
I stayed until 10.15 when my daughter came to pick me up x lots of hugs and promises to stay in touch. It was a smashing night. My granddaughter wants me to post the pics she took of me tonight x