I just (unusually) went downstairs to my husband crying because of this feeling of isolation that gets me. I'm usually ok when I'm on here distracting myself and helping others, which I love. Tonight it's not working.
He's escorted me back upstairs with a piece of toast and a cuppa. So I'm back on again x
I'm going to the docs tomorrow, I know I'm not well/right x probably more to do with lack of sleep, 29 tablets a day inc six steroids. Nightmare. No wonder I'm a mess. I try so hard to be positive but it gets so hard at this hour of the morning. I've convinced myself I've upset longstanding buddies on here now. That's really upset me. You can't please everyone though can you? So I just decided to leave them alone. It's for the best.
I'm trying so hard to hold it all together sometimes.
Thank you for this x I am ok honestly just having a low moment xxx overtired, overwrought, should switch this device off, but if I do that I just lie awake worse xxx
Love Ann xxxx