Hi Marion, I totally understand. I too am the heaviest I have ever been but the idea of tackling weight loss right now is overwhelming.. but so many years of being sedentary has taken it's toll. The days I do my PT in the pool it feels amazing but that is it for me for the rest of the day. Slowly but surely my stamina is increasing. Please don't overdo, try to take it slow and a month will make a huge difference. Remember the aggressive PT does more damage than good and I think it will be the same if you try doing too much. I thought the pool PT felt great but didn't think it was making a difference. I was so wrong!! That stupid aching at night has stopped (hooray) and my husband took me for a walk last night and we only went down the street about 6 houses. Pitiful but it is something I couldn't do last week and was careful not to overdo.
I think you are doing great but you are coming back from quite an ordeal. I pray that this next month will make a huge difference for you!
You are a strong woman and I know how hard those long shifts are, but remember you were doing those shifts while you were in a lot of pain. I so admire your strength.