Here I am after 4 am and not sleeping. I have decided to stop my caregiven people . Its more trouble than its worth. I just hope that there is no trouble stopping it. The person owning it and I just don't get along and all its just not going to work out.

Part of me says I will be ok by myself but the real trurth is I am afraid that I am trying to move to fast so I can get rid of them.

I can not rush this My leg is doing so good. I see my doctor this week and to talk to him about the medicane. I noticed that my rash on my leg is coming back. I wonder if its nerves?

I have been having so much fun with sewing and thinking about other stuff other than bills, you know that stuff I find so boring. But I have to get back to it.

The caregiver I had for the last week was so cool but when she left Saturday, She didn't say that was her last day. How sad. This week its surpose to be hot so I will be careful with my can and not turn on the heater in the seat.

This car is great but drives so different than the Van. Of course it could be telling me that the van was really in trouble and needed major work. I'm trying to get positive but I have so much on my mind. Being a Adult is sometimes a pain.

You have to make decisions about all adult stuff. Bills, lights, You get the message. It would be so cool to go on a cruise and return and have all that stuff done.

But it doesn't work that way.

Well I have had my pity party and back to the adult world. To be in London would be so cool right now but I would imagine its a bit crowed. I see I still want to play and not do adult stuff.

I have this week and next for the home PT then if I want more I have to go to the hospital for it. I think I will go swimming instead. Its too soon to get a trainer. Well I am full awake and not doing a lot but telling you I'm bored. I know, I will do the bills, then spend the rest of the week playing, sewing and eating ice cream. :rolleyes: Well I better get to

so I can get this done. Everyone take care.

Tashia
