Turns out the guy giving me the hardest time about my doing pain management "wrong" has been taking Tramadol for years..... in other words, his advice is worthless. This is the stuff I'm getting told:
"But, you are not seeing my point Sir. Take the 'exercise' in which you screamed? Ask your PT guy this please? If he is doing the exact same thing to you each time, and on one visit you scream due to pain, but on the next visit, due to being zoned out, you could care next to less about the pain, which will be more productive?"
"The part you are not 'getting' I think, is the simple fact that no matter how hard you try, when in great pain, bits and pieces of your leg will without your knowledge nor your consent tighten up, tense, etc... But, if you were dosed to the point of wanting a nap while he's working on you, and he tells you to relax as best you can, and this time you really do - the work will be much more productive."
This is so much twaddle that two days after it was posted I still can't believe someone thinks this way. Outpatient physical therapy is a partnership between the therapist and the patient. It's not a case of "someone doing something to you", its "someone working with you." I am sick unto death of the "victim mentality" - 'someone come save me, and if it involves pain dope me up.'