Yes Sonja, that is a very hard decision to make. On the one hand you do not want the mrsa back ever again. But the antis causing the c-diff is a challenge as well. I know it would be nice to be off all antibiotics, and give your poor stomach a rest, just if there was some way you could know if that would work out well.
Good luck and I hope God steers you in the right direction, with your decision.
On a lighter note, i was little wild in my adventures as a kid too, we used to climb trees, and from the trees we could get on roof tops, and jump off the house. That would kill me now

. i also was riding my skate board up a ramp, and i was going so fast the i ran the ramp, straight over the top of it an it was about 4-6 ft high, and landed on my butt.
Then one time i was riding my bike thru a trail came to a bottom of a hill, and the bike literally did a full 360 in the air with me still on even as i landed, then the bike was going so fast i had to jump off of it before it crashed into a huge rock. i was fine except my leg hurt a little bit. I know that is hard to believe, i wouldn't have believed either if i hadn't experienced it. It was like something out of the bmx extreme shows. Suffice it to say , i haven't gotten on a bike in several years, but do hope to return to it, and roller skating once I have two new knees.