Everything you're feeling right now is normal and completely understandable. 
Vent all you like, because we're here to listen.
There's really no way to know if anything your surgeon did or didn't do has contributed, but of course you're looking for an explanation. I would be, too.

Vent all you like, because we're here to listen.
There's really no way to know if anything your surgeon did or didn't do has contributed, but of course you're looking for an explanation. I would be, too.
New Zealand
