tashia
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Punkin, I don't know if you have read my posts but I too am fighting something very scary. Years ago I hurt both of my feet and ended up crippled for six years using cruches and wheechairs. I know the fear of losing your independence. Now the feet are back giving me mmmmm. And I am so afaid that I will end up back in the wheelchair or cruches. I am finding I must humble myself and use what I have to use and if that means using the walker or worse, I must because I don't want to make it worse. I have also had to start taking pain pills more often. I really hate that part but I must get better and if this is what I must do, I will do it. I am still having the knee done because it did help last time. Back in my mind am I afraid that it might not YES but I have to try it. Look at it this way, Doctors can be wrong. Like the one you said I would never walk. They can be wrong. So keep on seeing doctors like I am and the both of us will walk again and i believe without pain. It will take time but we are going to make it. When you need to cry, cry at my site I will understand and if i need to cry at your site it because I was told a long time ago a person should never cry by themselves. I will pray for you because I do know the fear, but you are strong and you will make it. Let me know how the doctor appointment comes out. I will be thinking of you all that day sending postive waves. We are going to make it, You Must believe this. If you forget i will remind you. Please stay strong and its ok to be afraid. Please take care and stay safe. Be careful with those knees. :doggieshmooze:Tashia


Somehow I sent the copy of my records and the originals to the third Os that I am going to see.
What was I thinking, oh yeah, I wasn't.
Tashia
Tashia