So, today is a completely different day. I'm feeling very low and sad. This is my first experience with this since my surgery. I'm frustrated because i can't do many of the things that I used to, I can't go upstairs by myself yet, and today is the first day that I've been completely alone since my surgery. My daughter is leaving tonight for a two week vacation, so she won't be here to help me while my husband is at work. I can get to the kitchen and reheat foods for myself, but when it comes to working, I know I have to get it done, but my hubby made me promise to not try to go upstairs when he's not here. I understand where he's coming from, but I feel so stuck. I'm tired of sitting or laying all the time. My butt is sore! I am able to lay on both sides now, which gives me a little break, but I want to be in my bed. I want to take a real shower. I want to drive!
I noticed today that my pain is still there, particularly in my right hip, but I don't think it's as bad as it's been. I want to try just Tylenol and see if it gives the same relief as my Percocet. If I can get off the Percocet, I can work towards driving. I will try it in my driveway first to make sure I can handle the pedals, but at least getting into my car would be progress! I think being home all the time is wearing me down, as well. I will be having my cataract surgery in two days, but other than that, I've been out of the house only 3 times!
I knew signing up for bilateral hip replacements wouldn't be an easy feat, and I'm not complaining about how I feel after 5 weeks, but I'm ready to get moving! My body is just not cooperating. I will see my surgeon next week for my 6 week follow-up. I want to ask to see my before and after x-rays and if I can get a copy of my surgery report. Is that something that they would give me? I did ask for one after my hysterectomy and they gave it to me. I would just like to know exactly what they did and what is in there. I will not let him escape without answering all of my questions this time. I will also ask about PT and when it will actually be useful without causing pain.
So, that's my day! I'm not trying to be a "debbie downer"!! I'm just getting restless!