Thanks for the positive vibes
@Tweetybrd I'm sure they helped. It was so weird, I felt great except feeling like I was having the Mt. Everest of hot flashes.
@Nana2-8 Thanks for the prayers. I'm sure they helped.
@DizzyBlond Robin, thank you so much for the prayers. As I told Nana, I'm sure they helped. You are so right about recovery being one step forward and 2 back. Fortunately (or unfortunately) I have been around this block a few times before, so when I was weepy and ticked at my husband, I kept my choicer words to myself. I knew the storm would pass, but his hurt feelings might not.
My earlier post was cut short by the arrival of my PT. I wasn't sure about her at first, but I really like her. Maybe that is just because she has opened the door to my getting outside! Today we walked on the street and on the neighbor's driveway and did all the exercises. It actually felt really good. She had me only using a cane which was fine, but when my husband and I went out later I used a crutch. I find later in the day I need more support. At night I still use a walker to get to the bathroom. Partly for the support and partly because I'm the only person sleeping on the first floor. I'm not sure how long it would take me to wake someone if I had a problem.
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Before she came I had walked around the house much more than I have since coming home just putting. Tidying putzing a little, washing up etc. I found I wasn't obsessively planning every action to make every time on my feet as short as possible. It felt good to move!
I am thinking about going commando for awhile though. I have been wearing long maxi skirts because I can put them on over my head and because they accommodate the swelling. Have still had to pull underwear up and down though. Somehow today on one of my bathroom trips, they dropped lower than usual but I didn't realize it. I moved wrong and holy cow did that hurt! Scared me too. I see how dislocation can happen and I'm even more paranoid now.
Speaking of swelling, mine has gone down significantly. PT noticed almost as soon as she came in saying "I can see your tibia now". I didn't realize my swelling at extended all the way down my leg.
Thanks everyone for the well wishes and for keeping me company on this journey. It helps so much.
Carol Anne