


Worse pain day so far. I couldn't get out the bed and ended up rushing out without properly stretching. It all went downhill form there. I basically slept with my legs elevated and iced throughout the night.
WHY IS IT SO HARD!!!!
I wish I had started back to work "on the good foot" like James Brown, but instead I started out in pain!

I had decent day yesterday. Today... Not so much. By the end of the day today I had NO KNEES left, and I really did the March of the Wooden Soldiers. So one rough day, followed by a good day, followed by a really rough day. Maybe I'm making a pattern.
I cried on my way up the stairs to my house when I got home today. This is NOT how I envisioned it.

No WHANBULANCE, this was the real thing.

I know now it's too soon, but it's also too late.

Not to mention
I didn't feel like this when I decided to return to work. I was much better. I will not lift another weight until my knees are HEALED!

I'm so sad right now. The only bright-side is, I love my new babies and It's good to be back at work with other adults and teaching again.
I did realize I wasn't properly medicated. I just had my son pick up my LAST REFILL of Tramadol from my stingy OS and some Advil. I took 2 Tramadol and an Advil when I got home.. I had only been taking 1 Tram and an Alleve every 12 hours. DUH!

I was trying to ration them out, since I didn't know WHEN I'd get another refill. Tomorrow we have a field-trip. It's only to watch a play, so I'll be seated. I'm more worried about getting on and off the school bus. There's a big step.
Oh well, I better get to bed so I won't have another "I'm TIRED and I CAN'T GET UP" mornings.
