The end of another week and ending on a positive note thankfully. My right knee is really behaving such a different story from 2 weeks ago. It seems things are settling down again. Today was a really nice relaxed day when I gave myself a bit of a pamper. I'm not used to doing this and always feel guilty. I've spent most of my life caring and looking after others. Having children takes the attention away from yourself. I think thats why it took me so long to actually have the TKR. I knew the family wouldn't cope without me organizing everything. Sometimes I wonder how I did it. At 42 years of age I had a baby 4'weeks old a girl of 22 months and another girl almost four. Bad enough. But I also had 3 teenage boys ages 13, 15 and 17. Since then my life was a world wind of caring cooking and crying. But now My three sons are married, 2 daughters have left home. Laura the youngest is 20, working and living her own life. So now I have time to pamper. To do my hair properly, have face masks on, look after myself and spend some money for me at last. Now I'm pain free Im exercising again, concentrating on losing more weight and can see a light at the end of the tunnel. Ok it took me till I was 62 to get there but now I'm going to enjoy every minute. Woooooooo Hoooooooooooo