I realize I've not done an update in a few weeks. 10 wks wed. - crazy. Those of you who've been with me know I struggle with the LLD and as a consequence, SI joint pain. Been keeping that fairly calm as I work with chiro and PT. It is still there but with extra adjustments it has not been as severe so things got significantly better. Still with cane all the time except moving around kitchen and a few steps here and there. Slower progress than I would like, taking a long time to strengthen hip, but was moving forward bit by bit with weakness but not much pain at all.
Until...UGH, Now I have a giant pain in my butt, pain down the back of my leg and between the two, having my first "setback", Now I can't even walk a few steps without cane without aggravating it. Getting in and out of car now a pain. Going on about 1 1/2 wks. The pain down back of my leg came after a chiro visit, then something pulled while testing to see if i could do a one legged bridge. Every time it seems to get a bit better I do something to kick it up again. Hard to all of a sudden stop everything.
I am frustrated, trying to find my "Z" attitude of just dealing with what I have been given. Sometimes it works, sometimes not. Though frustrated things moving slow, I really felt I was mostly in a good mood and now I got really down about the whole thing. I guess it came at a time I am realizing I am SO not going to be where I thought I would be at 3 months. It really does not help being in a new place with very few friends. I miss my "peeps". Going home to Wisconsin end of month and thought I would be feeling a bit better.
Heat, ice, hammy stretches posted from Charlie, a few pain pills, a few tears, reading back posts of others and I'm plugging along. I think going home will be a nice break from focusing on my health so intensely, even though I am not where I want to be.
Gotta go take my walk and head to PT. - hope that was not too whiny

, but it is just where I am at. -Cathy