Are you ADHD ish? I am and what you say makes great sense! There's such a lovely rapport between you and the rest of us on Bonesmart.
My equivalent to your stone - I have Beacon Hill above Tywyn, Cardigan Bay in Wales which is my "got to get to" place. It is magic I have been up there in the snow with the sun shining on me., in the spring with peregrines flying over head, just peace with thinking time!
I am sure we will make it to our special places but maybe just not as quick as we think we should!