Well having a hard time falling asleep again.

Don't know why.
Today was day 27. It was an ok day. Decided to get my winter coat on and go for a 20 minute walk while the snow flurries were flying. Even though it was cold, it was very refreshing.
Had to go get some blood work done so I can get off of blood thinners. I thought it was just going to be a finger prick. But no had to have a whole vial. The girl who took blood was in training. She couldn't find a vein. So I was getting a little impatient and just got to the point that I was tired of being a pin cushion. She finally got a vein. I was getting ready to leave and the head nurse came in and said the vial wasn't filled completely.

I said please just submit it and she said they probably won't take it. I said try and if there is a problem, call me. Maybe I should call them tomorrow to see if they in fact submitted the sample.
@Josephine what would they need a whole vial compared to a finger prick? Since she didn't get a whole vial do you think I should follow up ? I probably should have had them top it off but I didn't. Probably poor judgement on my part
So after that for some reason I was just so emotional. I think recovery is lonely. Friends i thought were friends, don't call and check in. I have a friend who only calls when she is in need of someone to listen to her. She has called once and I let the call go to Vm as she said she needed to chat about a problem she was having. My sister is like that as well. She is even a nurse. My hubby is my rock. He has been so wonderful!!! We have had our ups and downs throughout our 28 yrs of marriage. There were times we kinda just checked out. But he has given me sooo much attention and I am very thankful as he can be a workaholic.
Part of why I am weepy is I miss my parents. My Dad died 11 years ago and my Mom 6 years. I was very close to them. Sometimes i just want a hug or encouragement from them. My Moms birthday is next wk so I usually do a lot of reflecting before her bday.
Well thank you hippy friends for listening. BS is a huge huge huge blessing to me. Love you all


