Ok I admit it I'm worried! I'm having my arthroscopy tomorrow. I am NOT worried about the procedure at all but all the implications that go with the results.
I think I have become more worried since I worked a twilight shift on Saturday night (6pm - Mn) it was very busy and I was asked if I could stay on longer but I had to say no because my knee was so painful. When I got home I was in so much pain I took two 5mg oxynorm capsules I can only ever cope with 5mg normally but decided the pain was worse than the side effects would be, I went to bed about 1.30 am but was in so much pain (8-9/10) I finally dozed off at 7 am but by 8.30 I had to get up as I couldn't lay in bed any longer and spent the whole day yesterday cat napping and feeling pants!
So arthroscopy tomorrow which is only for biopsies so recovery back to how I am now (which isn't good) will only be about a week I have 2 weeks annual leave from work - I haven't taken it as sick pay as we work on a rolling year and if I have any time off sick before July 22nd I will not get any sick pay for another year!
So I am worried about I how I am going to work in the interim - I am praying occupational health can redeploy me but there are no guarantees.
I am daftly more worried about there being no infection as if there is no infection there are no answers and no plan.
I am also worried about if there is infection as it will be a two stage revision and I will have lots of practical logistic problems with kids life driving work sick pay etc. etc. etc!
I am really thinking about
@busylizzie today as well as she goes for stage 2 of her revision x
Shortie x