Yeah ,scary huh ! 6ft 3in and 250 lbs to boot. What time does the race start tomorrow? Are you going be rooting someone on ? Or you just love the purity of the sport . I love football , basketball and baseball and have been following the mixed martial arts UFC from the very first fight some 18 years ago.
When I started my recovery I wanted to post the good , the bad and the ugly. As my recovery started ,I was startled, the the drugs numbed most of the pain. So that was the good , the bad ! oxy made me sick as a dog and got into a huge agruement over it ,to the point , she left me alone for 2 days , to venture upstairs all alone 14 stairs with no one home . To feed , **** and sponge bath myself literally at the end of week 1. To worry about my son , running the streets in a gang , finding out his 19 year old gang member buddy got assassinated , shot in the head, and to have no communication with my son at all for months. I worry so much. and Now ,everytime I get after resting .the pain wants to drop me to my knees. But I wont let it. Way too strong , I trained 25 years for this, always staying fit, Clean and sober 25 & 15 respectfully. And always having a gym membership . Im prepared for anything. The good ,the bad and the ugly. p.s. remember Rick , we are clowns , smiling on the outside but crying in the inside !! Tears of a clown