Same here!!!!
I’ve had 3 massages in my lifetime and I didn’t like any of them.
The first one was a “relaxing” massage. My daughter had given me a gift certificate as a thank you after her wedding. I was excited to go. It was only a 30 minute massage. When I got back in the car afterward I ached everywhere. I was so confused. My daughter always said she felt so relaxed after one.
The next 2 were several years later, as “therapeutic” for my back pain, and both took me 2 days to recover from.
So, after my PT and surgeon pushed my knee to a painful place to measure each time, I still, at almost 2 years post op, don’t want anyone touching my leg. (The exception would be my chiropractor, I trust her).
At 6 months post op, after 2 major setbacks, my whole leg was so tight, and I wondered about masssge but there was no way I was letting a massage person touch me.
I thought I was the only one who felt like this.