My first sleepless night. Too much aching in my knee tonight. I want to get in my bed soooo bad. Believe me, I seriously thought about it however Deb's been going home in the evenings and I'm afraid I'll get stuck. Not up to watching a movie. I did a no no earlier this afternoon. I woke up from a nap, mom called saying she was bringing things over from store. Deb wasn't here so I tried calling her, no answer. I then headed to my commode and instead went into bathroom and proceeded to sit on my toilet falling on to seat and back into the tank. I screamed, Lucy ran. I got myself up thinking "Oh now I've done it, screwed everything up". I think I'm alright, no new pain or anything. I've caught myself going in to bathroom a couple of times however thinking about my mom walking across my uneven yard to the front porch and Deb not there got me raddled. Mom made it to th porch and back to her car without falling, thank goodness. I think I'm having a post depression moment. It's still all good even when it's not, right?