@Cynthia777 - thanks for your encouraging, friendly post (as always).
I am looking forward to full return to work in the sense of what that return signifies: that I have the surgery behind me, that I have experienced significant healing, that I have a job to do and a place to be to support myself and my family. These are all true. I feel grateful and blessed. Sincerely so.
And because we are honest here and among friends, there are some things I am not looking forward to, from the initial awkwardness of re-meeting everyone after being away (which will be short-lived) to the intrinsic stress and time commitment that is
w-o-r-k (which is not short-lived).
You are so right about our journey being a physical and emotional roller coaster.
Physically I am not 100%, but am certainly further down recovery road than before. Some people I know innocently/ignorantly believe my time away from work has been more of a vacation than it has been. As you know, it can be really tough.
And now that I DO feel better, that I CAN drive, that things ARE getting easier, it's work time again, and I have concerns - from the practical about my stamina to the philosophical, like "What am I doing with my life?" Nothing like a hip replacement at 45 to hurl one into a mid-life crisis. Ha Ha
Again, not to sound ungrateful for anything, and not to hijack your thread, but this is where I currently am in the journey, and I'm sharing to see how others have navigated this portion of the process.