Still having that pain along with some nice piriformis pain. Josephine has suggested I stop PT altogether and I just cancelled my appt for tomorrow. I'm a little freaked out not doing therapy, she said all my exercises weren't very good and probably causing many of my problems (Bridges/side leg lift/planks etc). Walked 3.5 miles in the city while on a trip in SF (I was in the mission, not hilly!) and that just about killed me. Can I just vent and say I'm so frustrated that I'm not progressing as well as others!! It seems like I feel good and go on a nice walk and bam I'm in pain for days and having trouble sleeping. I'm trying to ween myself off the narcotics but just when I taper I hurt myself again and need to ramp up the pills to make it through the day and sleep. I'm just to walk a mile or so a day, cycle about 15 min or so (did 20 the other day and it hurt a little bit but I also stood up on the bike which I guess was dumb? I don't know felt fine while I was doing it), haven't swam recently because I got ringworm from my daughter so as soon as that's gone I'll try the pool again. But I'll probably overdo that without even knowing I've overdone it and be miserable.
Why am I so different? I was in relatively good shape before the surgery although my activity level had gone way down. I'm 3 months post op, just read that someone walked 4 miles when they were at 10 weeks, I've walked about a mile 1/2 which has felt good but I also just walked around my school to get out of my chair and ended up hurting very quickly. I don't get why I'm not progressing faster and why I'm having all this soft tissue pain. I'm pretty sure I'm my own worst enemy but, come on, I'm 3 months post op - I'm not trying to do crossfit i'm just trying to walk around a city I'm visiting or my school or do some PT to strengthen my weakened muscles. What do you guys think? I need some words of encouragement here...I've stopped reading people's recovery stories because frankly, as soon as I see they are progressing faster than me I get mad and I want to go out and just say screw it and do what they're doing. I know everyone heals differently but I wasn't in a wheelchair before surgery, I didn't have anything crazy other than your standard arthritis from Femoral Acetabular Impingement. Why is this taking so long!!! UGH!!!! Thanks for letting me vent!