
WHEW......lots happening today! Visited the rehab facility (which really is just a nursing home!), and I'm still undecided about what to do after my surgery. It was a nice enough place, and the rehab section was state of the art, but......I still think I'd be more comfortable at home! It may, though, be better for me to go there to get earlier movement in this knee. I feel like I need to do things a bit different this time around to insure a better outcome. My ROM has not yet improved on knee #1, so maybe this would help? Therapy would be 2 or 3 times a day rather than 2 or 3 times a week at home. I just don't know, and I've decided to not make the decision until I see how I am doing a day or two after surgery. They assured me that would be fine.
I saw my surgeon today to discuss the possible MUA, and he suggested doing a "gentle" manipulation. He doesn't think it will get much more ROM for me, but he thought it was worth a try. How will I ever know if I don't try? He said if I wasn't coming in for surgery on Monday, he would not consider doing it, but since I will already be alseep, he would see what he could do. He said I will be sore (more muscular than the incision pain) for a few days, but it shouldn't be too bad. I guess I will continue thinking about it over the weekend, and let him know before surgery on Monday. Arrrggghhhhh.....I hate making these decisions!
Oh my......the closer it gets, the more nervous I get. Even though I know what to expect this time, I still have all of the "what ifs" that I had last time! The first few days are still vivid in my memory as it's only been 10 weeks! I can honestly say I know now that I'll be happy when recovery is over and I have two good knees, but I'm not so sure I'm ready to do it again so soon!!! My unoperated knee is certainly ready, though, as it's screaming at me all the time now! Ouch! I will be glad to have this bone on bone pain gone, that's for sure.
Surgery is scheduled for 9am on Monday morning. Please take a minute and say a quick prayer for me.....it sure worked last time! Thanks, again and again, for being here for me! I'm sure I'll post over the weekend to get some reassurances from you all.
I CAN DO THIS AGAIN, right????
