Well you are a youngster and this is not a doorway but a new beginning. You are going to feel SO much better after your second THR. Hang in there - there is still lots of living to do.All I can think about is how this is the doorway to the last phase of my life (I’m a whopping 62).
This whole process is a roller coaster of emotions. That and post op blues have a major impact. Just know that it is very temporary.The whole week in the hospital after surgery I would break down into crying binges, just depressed and scared over everything.