Hi
@healthgal46 I'm so sad that you are feeling down, not really surprised, but sad... I said at one point in my recovery thread "you don't know you've hit the wall until you hear the SPLAT!" so I do know that you weren't AIMING for the wall, sadly it finds us sometimes

and the more we "push through it" the bigger the target we make ourselves
So, right now i am very down and tired and feel like curling up and sleeping and crying. does this come with the plateau. knowing i am slowly making progress and now boom, down hill.
.... the answer to this is yes AND no; yes, the feeling down CAN come from hitting that plateau (not sure if you understand what "plateauing" means, it's just when you've had a steady improvement then you level out, or hit a plateau - a flat spot) it comes with some disappointment that you've "stopped" improving.... of course you HAVEN'T stopped it's just that not improving at the same rate, but boy it can feel like it's all over.

Take heart, improvements will continue, and you will be further ahead in a week than you are now, further ahead again a week from then
...and now the "no" part! You are more likely (MUCH more likely) to be feeling that way because you have overdone it.... I think you know that in your heart,
The funny thing is i was listening to my body and mind and they were screaming at me " Lynn i want and need sometime off please don't workout and let me rest" did i no!!
It is very hard for you to weigh up which feeling you dislike the most - the wrung out beaten feeling you have right now from overdoing it or the hyped up agitated feeling you have when you are not so active (acknowledging your ADHD) Unfortunately at this stage of the game I think it is still a case of choosing... in a few weeks (if you give your body a chance to heal) you WILL be able to work off that energy, without your damaged body competing for it, as Miss Moo said. If you keep trying to "push through" that point will be reached much later with all the yo-yo stuff in there. Plus there's the chronic tendinitis thing, which is a pain (literally in the butt for me, and STILL giving me trouble at six months - next hip I will NOT be overdoing it, just not worth it long term)
go to pt tomorrow and than come home and just rest all day except for chores and play with my puppies
sounds really good.... except for the PT, chores and playing with your puppies

seriously, play
gently with the puppies (that's good for the soul

) and try NOT to do PT and chores ('cept the REAL basic we'll-die-if-I-don't-do-them types, which I know is easier said than done... I am Obsessive so I do KNOW... I also know that while it's
easier said than done, it can be done... it's just harder

) your body NEEDS rest... if you give it some rest you won't have to give it meds, or at least you'll be able to give it a lot less meds! Nobody likes taking meds, but you have to be realisitic; if you're asking more of your body (not your mind, your body) than it can do without medication it will react - you have to give it one or the other, rest or meds, you cannot "push through it" because in this situation YOU are not in control, your BODY is, so it's not "weak" (though to be fair "weakened" is term I used when I had to medicate from being unrealistic! so again, I know how you feel) it's a
necessary evil
You are doing really well, I know your ADHD 'complicates' things, and you've accommodated it better than I for one thought you would, so here's a bouquet for that



Your body needs first consideration right now, try and find a diversion for the ADHD issues (perhaps those that support you with your ADHD have something to offer? just thinking out loud) In a very short time, once your hip is healed, you will be able to exercise like a demon and the extra weight you say you've gained will just drop off. Until that time you're not really getting the weight off anyway if you tire out so quickly... unless you weigh all those tears
Hope you feel better, coz feeling bad like this sucks
Donna
