Ah, semi-disaster. I was pretty confident about my short trip, especially since I had all the bases covered (Thanks to
Josephine 's
post on traveling.) and had practiced relieving myself "like a man". The airport in Bangkok is huge and, athough feeing "text-book" great, I was not taking any chances. Well, wheelchair comes. I am happy, but not paying attention (Rule #1: Focus) and sit down. The chair is so low, I feel immediate pain and realize I have just done something WRONG! I am whizzed off through passport control and immigration. By now I am dizzy and crying, but trying to hold it together. I am deposited in a small "handicap" room: no toilet or water! LOW chairs again!! My husband is beside himself, as he basically saw a miracle these last three weeks of me suddenly being pain free and beaming 24/7 and now it looks like I am back to pre-op state, limping horribly. Again, thank's to Josephine's article on
DISLOCATION, (which I read THREE times already, studying the pictures carefully and the other two in the library as well), I knew it wasn't that or subluxation, so I calmed myself that I did not do that great of damage. But I did know I probably compromised the good heaing that was happening. Fortunately, I had my secret stash of meds and popped a Ultracet. I was fetched from the holding room, put in a wheelchair (just a tad higher) and then the wheelchair man before I could stop him grabbed the foot of operated leg and internally rotated (!!!!) my leg as he lifted it up for the leg left!!! Oh, my goodness. Breathe, breathe, breathe.
The airplane ride fine (first row!). However, when I got off the plane in my little city, what is waiting for me is a wheelchair for someone the size of an 8 year old! I just plopped my carry-on on it and hobbled on my cane to immigration (very small airport, no drama). Better hobbling than sitting too low. My walker went checked luggage and I ws longing for it. (Not allowed to take on plane.)
Getting home ok...but I had 42 steps to deal with. Just crashed (after popping a Lynca...honestly more for sleep than anything, as the Ultracet took the edge off it.)
Woke up and things ache like hell and it took me forever to get down 42 steps to make coffee. I realized a lot of the ache is from the stair walkign which I have not done in three weeks. Hip has intermittant unpleasant sharp pains, most certainly from yesterday's damage. I am so careful to follow my OS's instructions to the letter...and I messed up. That's ok. I have been learning all my life that thinsg are not perfect....and that is perfect! It could have had worse results, but it didn't.
Many things to do, but felt like writing here. I had this rush of gratitude again for Bonesmart forum. What a wonderful therapy it is to go on in ad naseum detail to people around the world who really understand these ups and downs. I think the verbal expression of this healing process is so healing within itself. And I am certainly repeating my new favorite mantra brought to me by
C Mac : RECOVER and REST. Planning on at least three naps today!!!
Hugs to all.