Well, I have seen my surgeon for my one year check up / my knee is hurting too much visit.
My surgeon apologized to me, "I am sorry, I have failed you." He informed me that he overlooked a "bit" of arthritis on the outside part of my knee and under my kneecap in trying to give me the partial so that I could get the ROM and snowboard. He apologized and told me that he should have done the full knee replacement. That being said he told me that my finger is on the trigger (in other words, it is my call if I want to go ahead and do a full replacement) He told me that I will not be happy with a full knee replacement as I will not be able to snowboard or ride my bicycle like I want to. He says that people just cannot go out and rige a bicycle for an hour or more after a TKR.
I told him that I know people that are ski instructors and can ride a bicycle 30 miles. He then told me, "you went to the wrong surgeon then!" I also told him, "I am an athlete." He repeated several times as if trying to 'retrain me', "I WAS an athlete. I WAS an athlete." 'Are you freaking kidding me!!!', I thought. I mean, "Hello, I may have to change up the things that I do, but I AM an athlete.!" That is part of who i am, I can and will monitor and adjust, BUT I AM AN ATHLETE!!!!!
He injected cortisone into the outside of my knee (yes the replaced one) and wants me to come back in 2 months and inject synvisc under the knee cap. He wants to treat it in as minimally invasively as possible until the point at which I can no longer stand it and want to have the TKR.
I told him that I cannot do aerobic exercise without swelling and hurting, and I am putting on weight and fat... He told me to join a gym and work 10 min. on a bike, 10 on an elyptical, 10 on a stair stepper and swim... to get my aerobic. Hello? Who pays for my gym membership?
UBER FRUSTRATED! I do not want to go through that major surgery to as he says, "not be happy with the result still" Between a rock and a hard place.
Still in the middle of a divorce and downsizing and have not sold the house or found a place to move yet.
After touring many of the 10 colleges in the last month to which my dd was accepted, she has made a decision. She will be attending Elmira College in NY in the fall. Thank God that I do not need to tour another college campus.
BTW, it was great meeting you in person, Jane.
juniper