Well... today is a dark day.... it is actually dark here outside my little window in to the world. I feel like I have been at this forever and I need to get up and get to work. I know I can't really do that right now at 10 days out from having my leg sawed off.... I am tired of being in the chair, tired of the computer, tired of the TV and just want to go to the barn and check on my animals and clean up around the house. My husband is out to work for a couple hours, so it is just me and the animals sitting here and they are all asleep. I feel like I should be dropping down on meds and sometimes I can spread the distance between doses by an hour here and there.. but that is it. My husband insists on getting up with me though the night and taking care of the meds and making sure I don't fall.. which is really sweet.. but he is not getting much rest. I have done some light, gentle exercises at home cause I thought the PT filling in for my regular one was a little too intense... now I worry I have not done enough. I see my regular, trusted PT for the first time after surgery, on Monday, and I am sure I will feel better then. It is still pretty uncomfortable to walk much or to stand still for any length of time. Well, enough whining I guess... just gonna sit here and see what is on the TV and maybe fall asleep till my husband gets home. OH.. and I shall have some chocolate.