First, sorry about the dog, we had to put our English Mastiff down earlier this year and it is still quite raw. Sounds like you are on the positive side of things now. You still have a ways to go, but it should get easier. You may still have setbacks, but they are reminders to take it a bit easier. Funny, I'm not sure how I got through the early part of my recovery, I found Bonesmart almost 6 months after... Glad you found it sooner.