Nana moon 27
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Hi I've weaned my self down to a very low dose on the morphine which is propped up by 4x2tablets a day of paracetamol aka US Tylenol. He said I was doing a good job of cutting down in my own time. He also said that if I'm waking in pain at night I need to increase by one tablet if necessary. He quite understandably doesn't want me to risk being in pain needlessly. He's good at getting in my head as you can tell! I think his other concern is that I have a past history of depression and anxiety, in fact I was on antidepressants all last year again but when my knee completely went I was made by the hospital to come off them because they were masking the pain I was in. So I think he's concerned about me suddenly stopping them because of the withdrawal effects which are pretty horrific when you look at it. He doesn't realise that I'm more stable than I've been for a long time but he's taking no chances. I' was on them through sheer pressure of being a total control freak, holding down two jobs, trying to juggle money, being the only wage earner and the bad knee. I just felt so pressurised to the point I thought I was going to explode! When it went completely, I was doing this and more on morphine!! So I think this is his real reasoning behind his decision x x x x x BTW I've never done any sort of self harming or anything it was pure anxiety and depression x x x
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