Mentally I felt ok when I woke up this morning so I left going to the doctors. Secondly I'd no way of getting there, daughter in London seeing the sights, other daughter very busy with kids and commitments. My husband had a plumbing job come in today for someone he knew so went off to do that. Mom and dad were in the city centre, starting their Christmas shopping, so there was no one I could ask. However, I do feel better now I've settled down again. Metaphorically speaking, I think it's a bit like picking a scab and making it bleed, by the next day it's healed over a bit again. I will see I how go tonight and tomorrow.
Im not great today. My heart rate has been crazy through the chest infection. I've taken two lots of steroids so far , yesterday morning and this morning (I'd got some in date in the cupboard) and got the first of my antibiotics down me, once I finally was able to get someone to collect my prescription (I had no option but to ask my poor already run off her feet daughter but she did it, bless her). So I've been alone all day. I was good and only put washing on to do in the machine. I tidied up the hallway (the shoe rack) etc. Then I stopped. I felt like I'd done aerobics, my heart was boom, boom, boom, bad palpitations. So I lazed round, for a while but had to get up and walk around to keep my lungs clear. Sat and elevated my leg. Then I got up and walked around because my breathing was awful. So I took my inhaler again only to get the wretched shakes. Yikes..!!!
Anyway my husband came in at teatime and I said I was sorry but I had to go to bed, I felt like I'd breathed in a load of dust or debris in my chest. It was a revolting feeling. He came up to check on me and I told him how I was feeling and he said that bug he had made his chest feel like that. So thank you hubby for sharing...not!!!
Since I got so upset on the phone yesterday and obviously he'd been listening, he's been great again. I think it did him good to realise how I really feel about everything regarding the situation I find myself in. Its clearly made him think.
Love Nana moon 27 (Ann) xoxox