The manipulation was done 2 days ago and this morning I am so sore that its hard for me to walk or stand. I did my stretching exercises this morning and then iced, but truthfully I am miserable right now. The therapist said that my knee is really not very swollen (I guess compared to others he has seen). It doesn't look that bad to me either. I'm guessing that most of the pain that I'm having now is in the muscles that haven't been able to move since the knee locked down with scar tissue after the surgery. He got it down to what he felt like was near zero flexion yesterday. I have no idea what the bend measures. He told me that he doesn't measure that very often so that I won't get hung up on the numbers. The old therapist measured my knee every single time I came in and I used to dread that because if it didn't measure up to her expectations, then it meant more and harder bends for me.
I have had a very hard morning with keeping my spirits up. Truthfully, I am just getting so tired of working at this so much and not being sure if its going to work out or not. I've cried a trash can full of tissues this morning and I guess the only thing that has accomplished is letting the frustration out. It's only been 48 hrs, since the manipulation was done, so I guess that I'm really expecting way too much.
You know, having a TKR and then a manipulation really lets you know what kind of person you are regarding endurance, pain and patience. Right now I think that I may be flunking all three. If anyone is reading this... Please say some prayers for me to hang in there.