Sasysusie
junior member
Tomorrow is 2 months for me.... all this talk of ROM and PT is about to have me in tears. As I said earlier on my OS stopped my PT. He told me I would not go back. He felt they were pushing the knee too hard , making it bend to the point I was in tears. The knee was red and inflamed and so swollen he felt was being caused by over pushing. So now here I am at 2 months on my own. I have several exercises I do 3 times a day. All exercise I got from home PT and my 2 outpatient PT sessions. I do not know what my bend is at this time but I am pretty sure im still not even at 118.... and I know im not at 0. I worry its never going to come now and I don't have PT trying to get it there. Im on my own and I try my hardest and do exercise. I do not push the bend to the point im in tears now because the OS said he did not want me pushing it so hard. Im trying so hard to trust in him.. he said keep going and the bend will come. I too get active and I pay the price. I can keep the swelling down as long as im off it and on ice.. but that not reality. I cooked dinner and then did all the clean up and at the end of that I was so swollen again. Wonder when that will ever stop. I get so worried about the ROM its one of the things that can through me into a crying jag the fastest. I want the bend back and I want the straight leg. I worry all the time. I want to wear my cute shoes again someday. Its so hard not to be discouraged. I know ive made big improvements but seems like all most of us focus on is the ROM and the Straightening. Oh here I am rambling again, its just so hard and its true no one really understand what we are going through since it was not to them directly. Sounds like everyone is working so hard.... me too
hope everyone sleeps well... I think im in one of those crying moods.... maybe I just need to give into it and have a good cry.
night ladies susie
hope everyone sleeps well... I think im in one of those crying moods.... maybe I just need to give into it and have a good cry.
night ladies susie
United States
Vickie