With it now being Friday, I am getting ready for a busy weekend. I have plans to do things to do and we will see if it all happens. Something is going on with me that is confusing me. I go out and have a blast doing things and when I get home I brake into tears and cry for a while. Then I go down for a nap and sleep usually for 5 hours which is long but I wake up when I am rested. My hip is very good and may be tender but as soon as I move it stops. My knees are my main problem. So am I crying because of letting go of the tension that I have built up since 2006? I know this is a long time but that is how long it took to get my life back. My life feel apart in 2006 with Cancer and as I was getting over with it my knees and hip went and I had to address the problems. Now 7 years later with back of the road that I started a long ago, I feel I am on the right road. Now as I put all this behind me are the tears for happy because I am now free from all that mess? Or am I over doing it? I don't thing so. I am sad about certain things because not all things are perfect. My apartment is getting fixed the way I want it and I am able to do it without being sore. That is so cool. I am finding that my stomach is doing better and can eat almost any food for right now. I find that my strength is coming back not fully because getting on the floor is still a challage and getting up is also. But can last for half a day. So what are the tears for? This is really confusing. Have anyone had this happen to you? Now that it is Weekend I do hope that you all have a good weekend and please do something fun. Tashia