@liam2015, you make a good point. What does pain-free mean?
RIght after surgery, when pain was a constant, I compared my surgical pain to my pre-surgery pain. For me, the comparison was pretty stark, and I called my knees "pain-free" even when they really weren't. A pain level of 1 or 2 was so close to pain-free I lumped the two together. It was just such a blessed relief.
Now at 10 weeks, though, I no longer recall that pre-surgery pain as well. It's fading. So I only compare my knees to each other. Righty... is pain-free. My right knee doesn't hurt when I roll over in bed. I use it to leverage my body into position. I can wiggle it into a shoe on the floor without even a twinge of pain. Getting into and out of the car bothers it not at all. Now, am I dismissing the slight stiffness that still webs the joint? Is that pain? It doesn't hurt, really. I merely notice it. It doesn't impede me in any way. So I'm not counting that as pain.
Lefty, though, does have pain much of the time. It isn't constant. It comes and goes, and seems to occur with certain movements. Lefty does NOT like to leverage my body in bed, nor is he happy with my side-sleeping about 70% of the time. Occasionally, Lefty is pain-free for long enough for me to get into position on my side and sleep for a couple of hours. But then I move the leg and Lefty says "Ouch." Lefty gets a twinge of pain when I maneuver my foot into a shoe on the floor. Lefty gets that same twinge of pain when I move it under the table while sitting sometimes. Lefty is not fond of getting into and out of the car. Other times, though, without rhyme or reason... no pain.
A few weeks ago, Lefty would yelp with pain with every bend. Now, that's not the case. Lefty does not hurt when walking, not even when bending, though generally I can tell Lefty is not as far along as Righty. It's not quite pain, but there is a sensation there I can't quite describe. It's not even discomfort. Something less than that. Righty has NO pain when walking. Neither knee hurts when standing. Not at all. They do, however, get tired and slightly achy after 30-40 minutes have passed. Neither knee hurts when sitting quietly. Lefty might hurt a little when bending to move.
If I have been sitting for a long time--an hour or more--with my legs on the floor, or when riding a long time in a car, my knees will be very stiff when I get up. I would say that does hurt, but a few steps of walking dispels that stiffness pain. Any time I get up out of a chair, or off a toilet, I feel the new knees--but that feeling is not pain. Just awareness. Same with going up and down the stairs foot over foot: I feel the newness of my knees and a slight awkwardness... but not pain.
So am I truly completely pain-free? No. I am amazingly free of arthritis pain. The post-surgical pain, what remains, is exceedingly mild. It is also increasingly intermittent. Like at the grocery store the other day, when I noticed Lefty was pain-free. I walked without a trace of pain. But when I went to get into the car for the ride home, Lefty said "Ouch."
What I hope, and believe, is that one day I won't make pain judgements at all.
