I've been kinda MIA, I needed to take a little break. I don't really have much to report other than I'm in a holding pattern until my surgery March 26th.
My insurance has denied me any more PT appointments despite me only having used 15 of my 45 yearly "allowed." I guess they get to decide when I'm done, which is frustrating. I got a nice letter saying I could just do my exercises at home. After my revision it kind of resets the progress so I imagine they'll approve more and if they don't, I'll decide if I really want to go back and fight it.
I'm losing my physical therapist which makes me more anxious about the upcoming revision. She's having back surgery, she joked we may be in the same hospital at the same time. I told her I'd come up and see her if we are. Then she's moving to a different office which would be a 30 minute drive from me. I've considered if I continue to do PT I'd drop to one day a week and drive there to see her. I'm kind of ambivalent about everyone else at the physical therapist's office, maybe because I'm spoiled and just haven't seen any of them on a regular basis before and I'm just not familiar with them.
Somehow my surgery got scheduled/approved for in Washington, not Alaska. So I spent the better part of last week on the phone with my OS office and my insurance company trying to get that straightened out, with both telling me it was the other that had to fix it. I finally got confirmation Friday that it was corrected and they are sending out a new approval letter to me with the correct hospital on it.
I have my pre-op appointment this week and strangely I feel more anxious and unsure about this surgery than either of the other two. I have more questions about this surgery than the previous two, so I've written them all down to take with me. I feel like my leg has gotten a little worse, I notice the shifting more and I have to be really careful with it.
My right is still.... painful? I hesitate to use the word pain but it's just stiff or sore, in the back, like hamstrings or something is pulling. I have times when it's more clunky/clicky than normal and I have to fight really hard not to let it get into my head that there's something wrong with it too. I have pretty good bend and straight, the last time anyone measured it was 120/0, and that was weeks ago. The good news is it feels stable to me. I had my 3 month post-op appointment for it last week and my surgeon said everything looked and felt fine. He said my legs were "messed up" and it's going to take a while for stuff to feel normal again. I had a concern that my ankle started clicking when I walk and that sometimes when I first stand up I want to stand on the outside of my foot until things loosen up. He thinks it's just everything adjusting to a new way of walking.
Still very much winter here, I can't wait for spring. Our winter has been alternating dumping snow then the temperatures dropping below zero. Today it's dumping snow, by Wednesday it's supposed to be -7 at night again.